Wednesday, April 23, 2014

The Hobbit: The Desolation of Smaug Review


     With the recent release of The Hobbit: The Desolation of Smaug here are my impressions/review/thoughts/whatever-you-want-to-call-this on the film. I figured I’d post this around some of my internet haunts. Don’t know if anyone would care about reading this though. The short and sweet review: I liked it. I don’t know if I loved it, but definitely liked it quite a bit and I liked it a lot more than the first Hobbit film. Overall I thought the film had a rather weak beginning, a strong middle, and problematic, but still kinda good end. So let’s divide it up into sections. This will be spoiler filled. I’ll try to avoid spoilers concerning what should be in third film, There and Back Again, in case anyone reading this has not read the book (assuming anyone will read this).
     First we have the prologue showing Thorin and Gandalf meeting. This was an exceptional scene. I loved seeing Bree and the Inn of the Prancing Pony again. The atmosphere and content were great. I didn’t know if we would be seeing such a scene because while this basically  happened in Tolkien’s writings it’s not in The Hobbit specifically, but in The Lord of the Rings. Of particular note is the added importance they decided to give to the Arkenstone and the fact that their ultimate goal is to steal it specifically in order to muster the dwarven kingdoms. I find this a welcome change as it makes the quest seem a little more reasonable and possible and less like a suicide mission.
     Then we come to Beorn. This part was very disappointing to me. Beorn is one of my favorite parts of the book, but these scenes were so underwhelming. They really rushed through Beorn so not much of an impact is left. Beorn is nothing like he is in the book. In the film he is comes across as very calm and almost somber. In the book he is loud and boisterous and even laughs heartily at times when he's in a good mood. I can’t really decide if I am ok with this deviation because I’m not giving enough time to make a decision! Another notable thing is how they had it where Beorn lost control in bear form. The only reason this was done was to add action to film, which is unnecessary in my opinion. A problem I have with the first and second movie collectively is the addition of action where it’s not needed to make these films more like expected Hollywood action films. Focus on characters more! One of the biggest problems with The Hobbit, and this is a problem with both the book and the movies, is the large number of characters and there’s not enough time to get to know them. By the end of two movies some of the dwarves still only have no more than a couple of lines except for an occasional crowd shot where everyone is talking over one another. We need as much character development as we can get. One of the biggest benefits of turning a small book like The Hobbit into three long movies is that it opens up the opportunity to really flesh out characters who could use it, but that’s not being utilized to its full potential. More action means less character development time. Sorry for the side tracking. Anyway, Beorn losing control in bear form could be an interesting alteration if that aspect was fleshed out and explored, but it wasn’t. Maybe this will be explored more in the third film, but I have my doubts. I’m also not sure how I feel about his look. I don’t dislike it nearly as much as I was afraid I would based on the first leaked picture, but I’m not entirely sure if I like it either. Maybe it will grow on me. He does look unique though. In the book he has black hair and has much more of a Paul Bunyan kinda look to him with a great big beard. I also really wished we saw the bear moot! I want to see or hear (like we do in the book) a meeting of all the bears as Beorn organizes them to go hunt the orcs. Beorn was also never enslaved by orcs in the book nor is he the last of his kind, but I don’t view this as a bad alteration.
     Now Mirkwood. Man, this was so underwhelming it was ridiculous. Mirkwood is supposed to down out evil, but it really didn’t look much different from Fangorn to me. It’s supposed to be super dark with hardly any light getting through the trees and at night there is an unnatural darkness, so dark that you can’t see your hand in front of your face. In the book at night, the party could see all kinds of strange creatures looking at them in the dark. The light of their eyes being the only thing they could see. The reader is left to his/her imagination as to what these creatures are. The party is afraid to light a fire because they don’t want to attract any more attention. They huddle in the dark afraid to move or even make a sound. I think my issue is that it all felt very subdued and too bright. Mirkwood didn’t seem as oppressive and intimidating and dark as it does in the book. The movie didn’t effectively convey the sense of despair and hopelessness that is plaguing the party. It’s sort of there, but there’s too little content and the Mirkwood scenes go by so fast that the despair doesn’t fully come across to the audience. If they were traveling for longer it might have been better. When Bilbo rises above the tree canopy in the book I’m just as relieved to see the sun and fresh air as he is. But that feeling isn’t reciprocated in the movie because this section is just too short. I also really didn’t like how Bilbo was able to see the mountain and lake. In the book he can only see forest as far as the eyes can see in all directions. He ends up descending even more downtrodden then before he climbed up. Again, the sense of despair plaguing the characters is subdued in the movie. I was also hoping to see the enchanted river and its effects on Bombur. This is a really fun part of the book. Although there are rumors that this part was filmed in some regard, so it might be on the extended edition. I would have also really liked to have seen the stag part. There’s opportunity to add a lot to the extended edition so I’m hoping with more content I’ll like this section a lot more.
     The spider scene was handled well for the most part. I don’t have many complaints. I expect general audiences will be put off a little because they will compare it to the Shelob scenes, which are more intense in my opinion. I suppose one could say that the continual reuse of spiders as enemies is a flaw of Tolkien’s writings as well. But regardless, it came out well in this movie. The spiders were very creepy looking. I liked how they made it to where the spiders only talked when Bilbo put on the ring and could understand their “evil speech.” I actually prefer this to the book where they talk normally. Personally I would have preferred it even more if they didn’t talk at all simply because I find a non-talking spider scarier, but that’s just me. There's one thing that bothers me with the spider speech though. At first it seemed to imply that it was the ring that allowed Bilbo to understand the spiders. As soon as he put it on he heard there voices. However, when he takes it off before stabbing the one spider the spider still talks. It says “It stings!” So what's with this inconsistency? The only way this makes since is if we suddenly believe that the ring has some residual effect on Bilbo, but this is a stretch. This was still a very adequate scene. I did think that the part where Bilbo freaks out because of his ring a tad awkward though. I’m not entirely sure why, but it just seemed a little off to me. I did wish we would see Bilbo chuck rocks with his impeccable aim though. Also, Bilbo's naming of his sword was far less notable here than in the book because in the movie this is not his first slaying. In the book the one spider death was his first kill with the sword. In the films his first kill was the warg at the end of the first film, so the death of the spider doesn't stand out quite as much.
     Then we have the elves and the Woodland Realm. I was pleased with all this for the most part. I liked the design of the Woodland Realm. I wish I could have seen a little more of it. Maybe in the extended. The characters, Thranduil and his eyebrows XD, I think I like him. At first I thought he was kinda weird with his mannerisms and some of the things he said and I guess I still think that, but he’s grown on me more and more over time. I like his character design. I especially like how they have the suitable crown of branches and berries. The part where he has an orgasm face and shows his burn scars seemed awkward to me too. Again, I’m not entirely sure why. Maybe because it came out of left field. Maybe it was his expression. 
     Legolas is a racist jerk! In the Lord of the Rings he doesn’t care for dwarves of course, but he isn’t as bad as he is in this movie. I don’t like to see my Legolas in such a negative light.  I’m not saying it’s necessarily bad to portray him like this, just that I don’t like to see him like this, which is the reaction the filmmakers intended. It will be interesting to see how the character will develop in the third film. Only then can I have a full opinion on him. I imagine some of his prejudice will go away and he’ll warm up a bit by the end of this trilogy thanks to Tauriel, just not quite all the way. Also, I loved the Gimli mention. I would have liked a little more interaction between Legolas and his father. Legolas looks notably different. Orlando Bloom looks thicker, not as thin as in the LotR, but this can’t really be helped. Actors age.
     Now the controversial Tauriel. I like her and I don’t. I think she is fine in and of herself. I like the perspective she brings to the story and the contrast of her to Legolas and Thranduil. All that’s fine. However, I am left wondering is it beneficial to devote screen time to a made up character. The reason I say that is because, again, one of the problems of these movies is the lack of development of many of the dwarf characters. Less screen time for Tauriel would mean potentially more screen time for more character development where it is desperately needed. But we got what we got and it’s definitely not bad. Now, what I do not like… no, what I hate is the relationship between her and Kili! My least favorite part of the movie. The romance subplot is terrible! It feels completely forced and artificial. Yet another example of Hollywood’s ridiculous insentience on shoehorning a romance into every move that comes out. Not everything needs romance! Hollywood, just because you have a male and a female in a movie doesn't mean you have to force a love story. A movie can sell fine without one. I promise. The romance between Aragorn and Arwen is absolutely beautiful. I cared about them being together. The romance felt real. Tauriel and Kili is the exact opposite. It feels contrived. The scene where she is healing Kili and he looks up at her and she’s radiating was cringe inducingly cheesy. I did kinda like the conversation at the prisons. If this was all that was in the movie about them I would be ok with that because the prison scene doesn’t have to viewed as a romantic thing. It could be viewed as anything, a friendship, understanding, mutual respect, Kili just acting charming so he can get the hell out.
     Now we come to yet another part where the movie does not adequately convey the sense of desperation and despair felt by the characters. In the book the character’s are locked up for weeks before they get out or even know that Bilbo is sneaking around because Bilbo can’t find an opportunity to get a hold of the keys. The dwarves are miserable for weeks because for all they know they’ll never get out. Bilbo is miserable slinking around in the shadows for weeks. Everything feels hopeless for a while. In the movie it seems like they’ve only been locked up for maybe a day. That makes their situation seem less dire and weakens the story.
     The barrel scene. I thought this was well done. It was at this point that I started to really get into the movie. I’m fine with them adding action to this part to add some excitement to things. But wait a minute. I was complaining about added action earlier. The reason I’m ok with this inserted action and not the beginning of the film with Beorn is because here the action isn’t really taking up extra time from other things since they have to get down the river one way or another. In the book it was just done more leisurely. Also,  it feels more natural to have action at this part in terms of pacing. Jumping into an action scene at the very beginning of a film is usually unnecessary though. Anyway, a lot of the action here was really fun. There were a couple parts I didn’t like. I could have done with some less cartoony stuff like body surfing and Legolas hoping on all the dwarves’ heads, but most of the action was cool. The part with Bombur rolling was funny. At first I was like, “ok fine” with that part. And then it kept going on and on and I was like “ok, this is getting to be a bit too much.” But then he burst his limbs out and started fighting and I started saying to myself “ok, this just got even more ridiculous, but it’s at a level of ridiculousness that I can’t help, but find this funny XD.” One thing that really bothers me though, how are the orcs fighting so easily in the daylight?
     Then Bard and Esgaroth/Laketown. Oh my god!!! I loved Bard’s grim character and I loved how Laketown was handled! Luke Evans performance was fantastic and I loved how they fleshed out Bard’s character. He’s like this movies version of Aragorn. He’s just so cool! He’s very heroic and I can see how much the people of the city mean to him. Champion of the common folk indeed. But I also like how practical and logical he is. The conflict between him the Master and the citizens makes him very dynamic and interesting. The people want to support Thorin and he sees this, but he can’t bring himself to side with them despite their desires because he's concerned with what’s best for the people. And then you see the Master just eyeing the whole event with his gears turning. He knows supporting Thorin is just what he needs to raise his own image above that of Bard’s in the public’s minds. I also love Stephen Fry as the Master of Laketown. In the book he came to power because of an election as opposed to in the movie, but I’m ok with this change. His toady, who is an addition to the film and played by Ryan Gage, I also like. He’s delightfully sleazy. A little bit of a stereotypical character, but fun none the less. The design of Laketown is breathtaking. I love how dreary and somber it is and how it’s like a dark Dickensian Venice. It’s ugly and that makes it beautiful. I can see how the citizens would jump at the possibility of increasing their fortunes. The emerging focus on politics and economics here is very interesting and makes it feel “real.” Comparing this to the elves isolationist philosophy adds to the political intrigue of the film and I can't wait to see how all this plays out in the next film. Is it really appropriate to call the black arrow an "arrow?" It's for a ballista so shouldn't it be called a black bolt or missile? I liked that fact that they mentioned the fact that Fili is the next in line to be king, although I wish they would bring it up more. Maybe in the third film.
     Let’s backtrack to Gandalf. I still hate how they’re handling the Nazgul. Having the Nazgul being defeated and entombed makes them seem less intimidating then they actually are and it basically nullifies the prophecy and to an extent cheapens Eowyn and Merry’s role in The Return of the King when they defeat the Witchking of Angmar. It doesn’t seem as impressive if the Witchking’s spirit had been completely defeated and incapacitated in the past.
     Radagast is still obnoxious. The bird nest in the hair and the bird feces running down his face is the most stupid thing ever. Tolkien would be rolling in his grave. At least he’s not in this movie as much as the first one though.
     Dol Guldor. I really liked this part. Nay. I loved it. We saw Dol Guldor a little in the first, but we get to see more of it this time. I love the crazy bramble everywhere and the hard, spiky architecture. I loved seeing Gandalf at this part. Him against Azog was cool and I liked it when he looked over the edge and freaked out from all the orcs and wargs he saw. I loved how we get to see Gandalf use some actual magic, but nothing too out there, which is good. We see his dispel magic, him manipulating Azog, the flash and disappearance, causing a bunch of rocks to fall, and the big confrontation with the big bad himself. We get to see a sorcerer fight! When we saw Sauron’s shadow in the first movie I was a little disappointed. I guess I just preferred mystery to what his spirit would be like. A little shadow just wasn’t very intense. However, I loved Sauron in here. Seeing all the shadows and dark energy swirling around and that battle between Gandalf and Sauron with the light and dark was very very cool. Gandalf’s staff actually breaks! Gandalf get’s sprayed out on the overlooking pillar and everything’s crumpling apart. And then we see the Eye and the fiery silhouette of Sauron! I loved the effect where the camera would go into the silhouette and then we saw another silhouette and kept repeating. This entire part was really cool. I’ve seen some people complain because the Wizards are forbidden to match Sauron’s might with might. The Powers That Be that sent the wizards to Middle-earth said they can only fight the power of Sauron indirectly because it was the people of Middle-earth’s responsibility to ultimately defeat Sauron. However, this doesn’t bother me because it just looked like he was defending himself. Maybe that’s not forbidden. He wasn’t shooting blasts at Sauron or anything he was just trying to hold Sauron’s darkness at bay. Almost like a shield. He also didn’t go there to do battle with Sauron. It happened unexpectedly. This part also deviates in that in the book Gandalf says he went around Dol Guldor in secret. He never confronted anyone. But I don’t mind this deviation.
     Now Azog and his song Bolg. Azog was one of the worst parts of the first movie, other than maybe Radagast. He was unnecessary, a poorly done excuse to add action where we didn’t need it, he wasn’t impressive visually, and he just wasn’t very intimidating. I can’t help but compare him to Lurtz in the Fellowship of the Rings and there’s just no contest. Lurtz blows Azog out of the water. A much more logical thing they could have done would be to have Bolg chase the party (just like in the book!), and, unlike the book, just have Bolg start chasing them sooner if you want a little more action. Bolg has plenty of reason to do so. Revenge for the death of his father. I think The Desolation of Smaug proves this point even more. We see a role reversal and Bolg starts chasing them like in the book and Azog hangs back. It would have been fine if Bolg appeared in the first movie. What they should have done is not have Azog at all and invent a new orc character who is helping to organize things at Dol Guldor. Even having Azog get resurrected by Sauron, who is called The Necromancer after all, and sticking around Dol Guldor would have been better. It is worth noting that I think Azog did look a little better than in the first movie. Azog was a last minute design choice in the first movie. At first they had a person in a suit, which is how it should have been done, but they changed to CG towards the end of filming. So Weta did not have a lot of time to design and finetune Azog’s look and it showed. In The Desolation of Smaug they had more time on their hands so things were improved. I liked Bolg’s design, but I wish he wasn’t CG either. There’s no good reason for him to be besides it being cheaper. But I do like his character design. It was fun seeing him fight.
     At Laketown we saw Legolas and Tauriel fight the band of orcs led by Bolg. I’ve always been fine with Legolas being in this movie. It makes perfect sense for him to be, but I really wish he and Tauriel didn’t pursue the orcs. This story is supposed to be about a hobbit and dwarves, not about elves and certainly not about Legolas. They put a lot of focus on Legolas and Tauriel, so much that I think it detracts from the other characters. I like the idea of having a fight in Laketown, but I would have rather seen the dwarves fight back and defend themselves then elves showing up and saving the day. I feel like the dwarves are being neglected from achieving their full potential storywise when the elves show up to do the work for them. I don't like how superhero-esque the elves are. Tauriel isn't quite as bad with this, but Legolas is. A lot of people didn't like things like Legolas shield surfing or how he took down the oliphant in the LotR because it was too over the top and superheroic. That type of stuff was hugely magnified in this movie. It breaks the realism of the world. I liked how the party was separated. It makes it interesting to follow different storylines at the same time. That way things stay fresher for the audience. I didn’t like how athelas/kingsfoil was used to cure Kili. It’s too reminiscent of Frodo in Fellowship of the Ring. To an extent, it feels like we’re just repeating what we’ve already seen and that’s bad writing. And the poisoning of Frodo and the healing was much better than in here with Kili. So is athelas some kind of great cure-all that can cure any poison?
     I liked the party heading to the Lonely Mountain. There was some amazing scenery. I liked the scene at the door. I feel really bad for Thorin when he is filled with despair because it isn’t working. Doesn’t Thorin say Bilbo has keen eyes when he finds the stair? It’s gigantic. I don’t think one really needs keen eyes to see it.
     Now, the big tamale himself. The one, the only, Smaug, self proclaimed King Under the Mountain! I really like his design. He looks phenomenal. Smaug may very well be the best looking dragon we have ever seen on screen. His size was foreboding. It might have been kinda nice to see a little more visual emphasis on the jewels that are supposed to be covering his underside. In fact, in the book the gems on his underside are the only things protecting him. Naturally his underside is supposed to be soft. But he’s still excellent. Benedict Cumberbatch did a great job at the voice work and the dragon looked really good talking too. It’s not easy to get a head of that shape to look convincing talking. However, I’m still trying to decide which performance I prefer, Benedict Cumberbatch or the excellent work of Richard Boone in the 1977 animated The Hobbit film.
     I thought the treasure hoard was a little much. It was too much treasure to suspend my disbelief and it makes stumbling upon the Arkenstone too hard to believe. In the book the treasure was in a single large mount in the middle of the room as opposed to filling every inch of the room and the Arkenstone was placed at the top of the mound (I’ve always assumed Smaug put it there) making it easy to see. The amount of treasure also makes the use of a “burgler” kind of pointless because since Bilbo has to walk over all the gold he’s making a tremendous amount of racket. In the book, Bilbo was able to walk on bare ground and consequently move stealthily. In the movie, recruiting Bilbo to “steal” the Arkenstone because of his stealth doesn’t make sense. The only benefit he had there was instead having a scent unfamiliar to Smaug.
     I hated Bilbo when he met the dragon. Firstly, why the hell did he not put on the ring right away?! He should have put it on the moment he went into the room. And why did he not put it on quicker the moment he saw the dragon?! And why did he not put it back on sooner after he involuntarily took it off?!
     I felt the skirmish between the party and Smaug was too much. It felt very cat and mouse, almost Tom and Jerryish. What I mean is, Smaug is chasing 10 people around and he can’t catch just one! Smaug doesn’t seem as menacing when he can’t catch even a single one of them. Meanwhile they keep one-uping him by ways such as dropping large objects on his head, spraying him with water, and of course the golden shower (sorry, I had to say that XD). I did like seeing him so enamored by the giant gold statue. It was visually exciting and a part of me loves to see every second of the dragon because he’s so marvelous on screen, but I still think it’s too much. And the part where Thorin was riding the shield on molten gold was just plain stupid! So it’s kind of like I like these added action scenes and dislike them at the same time. All this added action also didn’t add anything to the story. There was no consequences. You could literally take all this action out and there would be zero changes to the rest of the story. It was just fluff. Action scenes with consequences are the best action scenes. I expected some action to be inserted here. In fact, I think it makes perfect sense that Thorin would want to take the dragon on. I was even always a little surprised that the dwarfs do not fight Smaug in the book. So I do welcome some action here, although I have some issues with how it was handled. I think that Thorin’s long, convoluted, grand plan was awfully weak. Really, Thorin? Really? You’re plan is to coat a walking volcano with molting gold? It’s no surprise it didn’t work! I guess it’s better than no plan, but still… But my god, did Smaug look cool covered with gold. I almost wish he would stay like that throughout the next film. XD
     A big flaw with this movie that is admittedly difficult to avoid is the story structure. It falls victim to the middle film syndrome. These are three movies telling a single story, but it is still preferred if each of the films had their own internal stories. The best films that are part of an ongoing series are able to end after a big milestone in the story and see the conclusion of subplots. This makes a movie a satisfying experience for the audience. The Fellowship of the Ring concludes with the ending of the Fellowship, which is what the movie/book is named after afterall, and the conclusion of the Boromir subplot. The Two Towers, which is an exceptionally done middle installment, concludes with the Rohan story arc. The first Hobbit movie concludes with a major change in the relationship between Bilbo and Thorin. The Desolation of Smaug didn’t really end with any kind of conclusion that is satisfying to the audience. It was a cliff hanger and nothing else. Again, with the story being set in three movies this might have been unavoidable. Of course, it begs the question, would these movies benefit if there was only two like they originally planned instead of three. I did love the last lines though. “I am fire. I am death.” Very melodramatic, but very cool and intense the way Smaug said that.
     I hate the overabundance of CG in the movie. Same with the first one. Sometimes it’s necessary of course, but there is an overreliance. The Lord of the Rings movies actually look better because of less use of CG and more practical effects. Most of the orcs in this movie were CG and the orcs look better in the LotR, despite that being over 10 years ago!. As far as the big orcs characters go, compare Lurtz and Gothmog to Azog and Bolg. There’s no contest because Lurtz and Gothmog actually look real.
     To those who thought the first movie suffered from poor pacing and was too slow, this film should be a treat. The plot is constantly advancing and there is energy and added gravitas that one could argue isn’t as pronounced in the first one.
     Again, we are delightfully treated to excellent performances. Martin Freeman again knocks it out the park. Ian McKellen, Richard Armitage, Luke Evans, Evangeline Lily, and everyone else’s performances are top notch. One thing Peter Jackson has a remarkable talent for is casting. I have a few complaints concerning some of the writing for the characters, but as far as actual performances go I have no complaints.
     A little over reliance on CG aside, overall the visual design and sets and costuming and things like that are breathtaking as usual. Rarely has a film been able to present a fantasy world in such a grand and believable fashion. The team at Weta has never gone astray from their remarkable talent. 
     The music is once again phenomenal. I think I liked it more than the soundtrack of An Unexpected Journey since I think this one had more original music. An Unexpected Journey was still phenomenal, but a lot of the music was simply renditions of music we’ve heard in the LotR because a lot of the locations were the same. I particularly liked Lake Town’s theme. And there are no words to describe how much I love the talented Ed Sheeran’s I See Fire (the credit song). It’s utter perfection.
     One of my viewings was of the high frame rate 3D version. I must say, the 3D was quite good in my opinion. The high frame rate, I’m not sure what to think of it. It’s certainly true what people are saying. It looks like watching a soap opera or a British drama or something. The movement is just so fluid. Because of the added clarity I think the CG might have looked worse, more fake, but I would need to see both versions back to back to make sure. Ultimately, I think I prefer the regular version, but I didn’t dislike the high frame rate version as much as some people do. I noticed that the high frame rate was particularly jarring at first when the movie started, but as time went on I guess my eyes adjusted because I didn’t pay as much attention to it later in the movie.
     If you care enough to read to the end of this: “A winner is you.”

Friday, December 13, 2013

Recently read


I finished reading this book yesterday; a very interesting read, told in the way of a masterful story teller, and full of casual but effective advice. It was published almost a decade an a half ago at this point, which I did not realize prior to reading. Despite its age, which in reality is really not that old at all, it offers some good advice, nothing unique or ground breaking in my opinion, but over all worth reading.

It really helps to find that the people behind the award winning novels are actually people and not a pack of brilliant demigods whose mere thoughts can cause our wallets to empty, because at times that is very much the feeling.

Stephen King is a honest writer. Of all of the factoids and little details that I gathered from this book that is the single thing that will probably stick with me the most. He writes how he sees the world and does not dip it in sugar or paint it with rainbows. His characters are real and are never embarrassed for appearing on the page, maybe for being caught with their pants down by another character, but never for just being in the story.

King discusses methodology for writing, a few tips, and standard "tools" of the trade, and what you can expect from making writing a part of your life. I would recommend the book to anyone who enjoys reading about writing. Don't let the non-fiction nature of this book scare you away either, King incorporates the story of his own life so well that you are never left reading a manual.

Sunday, December 8, 2013

I once read...




I once read, from a small comic a friend gave to me I believe, that a writer will write regardless of the circumstances. It doesn't matter if you are a coal miner who must give up his precious few hours of desperately needed sleep, you will write if you are a writer. I found that disconcerting. I do not feel that way. I can go for days without writing, and most of my stories are content to sit in my head for quite some time before they come out.

Well, this is me saying I HAVE HAD ENOUGH!!!

I started this blog to showcase my writing, and I find that I am still not doing enough writing for my liking. I have weird hangups about damn near everything in my life, and writing is one of them, but damn it all I am done! I am going to write. At this moment I am mentally angling myself towards my play, and am getting an uneasy feeling about it. I recently decided to finish it, so in this vein I went back and reread what I have already written. I think its good. Too good. To the point where I can not believe that I wrote it. I feel that way about everything I write that isn't total trash. If it isn't trash somebody else must have wrote it because my thoughts can't be that coherent or that interesting.

I probably sound like I am some self serving pretentious mad man that just rambles on and on, or I might sound perfectly normal and be incredibly self deprecating and overly critical. I HAVE NO IDEA!

I just need to move. Step by step. Word by word. I know this. I know nothing is first perfect, and that if we are lucky it will be last excellent, but never first perfect.

I do apologize for my musings here, but hey, it is my blog I will write what I want on it.

If anyone is curious as to why there is a picture of Starry Night on this post it is because I like it. Van Gogh is one of my favorite artists, and probably the only one that I would name if asked that kind of question. My brain can wander freely like it is listening to a piece of classical music when I am looking a Van Gogh.

Grrr argh. Ramble. Sputter. Chaos. Destruction.

Yeah, all that business.

Coherent writing will begin again tomorrow. One way or another.

Good Night.

Friday, December 6, 2013

Prompts! Prompts! Prompts!

So as a writer and person I have my ups and downs. Took some time to feel like posting anything other than my own writing again. But life has a funny way of flipping itself around at the least expected times so this morning I thought, hey, why not some writing prompts?

(1) The Pet's Perspective: I want you to try and think about a day in the life of your pet. If you have more than one pick one; it could be your favorite pet, or your least favorite pet, or your only pet, or a pet you wish you had, whatever! The point is to think about perspective and jot down some thoughts that might not normally ever cross your mind. A dog's seemingly irrepressible urge to chase anything that runs from him, or a cat's habit of attacking things that do not exist. Have fun with it.

 (2) Be a Jerk: one of the things that many authors say is that you need to be mean to your characters. If something isn't threatening their life, possibly killing their friends, maybe destroying the world, or even just threatening to take their parking space at work, then a character doesn't have much motivation and the reader has a harder time supporting them. There is no story without conflict right? So the prompt here is to event a character, for the sake of ease assume it's a standard retail job, although you could pick anything, so a cashier, or stocker, or someone who works in sales, etc. Have something terrible happen to them and see how they deal with it. A car could explode, their boss could yell at them, there neighbors dog could crap on their porch, etc. Again have fun with it!

(3) A Can of Worms: actually start a story with "A Can of Worms" opening, or maybe just existing because that could be a weird story topic, I mean, who can's worms? Anyway start with that and then go from there. You could go stream of consciousness with this, just going from thought to thought, or you could write a real serious story about a can of worms, or virtually anything. Just have fun with it.

Wednesday, December 4, 2013

Flash Fiction: The Zoo






This was an exercise in 2nd person narrative writing. Comments welcome.

















The Zoo


Yes. Yes. Yes. You can feed the monkeys. What. The sign? No. No. No. You cant feed the monkeys. Because the sign says you cant. What? You want to leave? But we just got here. Quit pouting. You know your mother will be angry with me if you say you didn't have fun at the Zoo. She will think that I didn't actually take you to the Zoo and left you at her mothers house, yes grandmas house. Your mother will think that I went and did something that I actually wanted to do, instead of taking you to the Zoo.

No. No. No I didn't say that I didn't want to come to the Zoo with you. I brought you hear didn't I? Yes. Yes. Yes I love you, don't think that because I do not want to be hear means I do not want to be here. What? That makes perfect sense. How would you know you are five. Alright tell you what we will get some Ice cream and you can watch the polar bears swim.

What do Polar bears eat? They eat seals normally but they are probably being fed steak right now, lucky  bastards. No I didn't say bastards. What I didn't say – Whoa look at that bear dive!

I know that you didn't want to see the Polar bears you wanted to see the monkeys, but you did see them. What? up close? You can't get too close they might bite your nose off. Yes. Yes. Yes. You would not have a nose if you got to close to them. You see that sign? It says the nose biting monkeys. Wait. What? You can  read? You are like five how can you read that sign? Hooked on phonics? What is that some kind of brain drug or something? You didn't just say “How would I know I am five?,” do not get smart with me I will – hey hunny!

I thought you were meeting us at the restaurant. What? But I wanted to. But I. But I. But I. Yes I know what no means but. No buts huh. Well this has turned into a fucking fantastic day. What? I do not care if he hears me. The kid is going to figure it out sooner or – OUCH!

You didn’t have to slap me.

I Hate asking for Help









I am an idiot. I have sat here feeling super embarrassed about putting together a "GoFundMe" site since I did it about fifteen minutes ago. I am sure my face has gone from pale, to yellow, to red about a hundred times in the last few minutes, and I just realized that there is no point in it.

GoFundMe is an online fundraising program that helps people gather money for various things, school costs, travel expenses, business ideas, sports teams (I am assuming for kids) and various other things. It works by setting up a site and then contacting basically everyone you know. It does this in broad sweeps through Facebook, Twitter, and email.

After I set it up and sent it out I realized that I had basically asked everyone I knew for money. I felt like a beggar before I started and wanted to be sick. But then I thought about it. I have never not helped someone who I could. I have given money to complete strangers, shared food with homeless people, held doors, volunteered and helped organize charity drives, and been a generally good person my entire life. For my friends I will go WELL out of my way, but they are my friends. I know that they have my back as much as I have theirs. I will still go out of my way for people I hardly know, not to the point of foolishness, well maybe sometimes, but still! I am willing to give everyone a fair chance.

No one is perfect, and if I understand that people need help sometimes, then I should understand that I also need help sometimes.

I still feel a little weird about this whole GoFundMe thing, but not sick and embarrassed like I was before.

Check it out at GoFundMe.Com and check out my page too if you want to read my story and help out. I am not going to repost it here, I am still not that comfortable with it haha.


Sunday, December 1, 2013

D&D Blog








I will shortly, which may be tomorrow or a month from now, be starting a Dungeons and Dragons blog. I have been running a campaign for over a year now and have been told by the players that I needed to write it all down. It is quite the crazy tale. So! I will be attempting to serialize the tale via blog posts. Character sheets will be posted with character details as they appear and group drawings and maps will be posted as well as they are created. This will probably mean more to my friends then this blog haha. We shall see. Thoughts welcome.